星期三, 七月 15, 2009
Today is Wednesday...
Another stressful day...
Someone told me that any one have stress...
And he say we will not success if we don't have stress...
I didn't argue back because i agree with him....
Exactly...Anyyone will have stress except a little baby,like my sister...
But have you try before??
You stress until you can't eat well...
You stress until you can't sleep well...
You stress until your backbone start bend down...
You stress until your eyes can't open up...
You stress until you are not willing to give a smile...
You stress until you are not willing to open your mouth and talk...
You stress until you very difficult to cool down...
If you never try before,mean you are very well-being...
I tried all of them before and last until now...
Maybe some of you never realised that but it was true and fact...
When the time getting longer longer and longer,i scared to talk to some one...
I will feel scare if i speak to someone face to face...
I scared to see someone's eyes...
When someone talk to me,i only will answer [YUP],[YA],[YES],[NO]....
Or even don't say anything after people asked...
My brain will be blank when i met someone face to face...In sms,email,i can chat and talk anything...
But if you want me open mouth to speak and talk,I will become another person...Another person that absolutely is not me...
With time,i tend to become like self-abased...
Just like to be absent minded...
Even i suffer,i would suffer myself instead of telling anyone else...
No matter they are my classmates,my teachers,or even my family,i always feel like there's a gap between us...
I cry for help before but that people told me need 3 years to overcome...
Maybe...Maybe after 3 years i will get well or maybe become more serious...
Hope i can get well soon...
Good Luck to me...and you too....
Good Luck...
2009/07/157:30pm标签： Katie Xue Hui's Form 4 Life
7/15/2009 07:05:00 下午
