♥My World♥My Life♥

2010-07-24T17:25:00.000+08:00

Cool... Ya, i'm trying my best to keep myself in this status.
But every time when i look at your face, i fail to do that.
I just like getting worse in control myself.
I mean emotion.

You're not the one who can judge my life.
Not only you but everyone.
You're just a stranger in my life,
Must you do that stupid thing on me?

Well, you are just a little bit more lucky than me when teacher is choosing the president and assistant for our society.
Actually you no need to show off any power or anything since you're no one!
Ya, i admit that i never present myself to any meeting although I am the secretary of this society.
But you have no any right to judge my life.

What i wanna tell here is you better shut your mouth up before i blame you.
People's patience is limited, same as mine.
You think you from first class mean you are the top?
NO NO NO NO NO!!!
Definitely no!!!!
You're wrong man,
You're in Alpha not mean you're good enough,
It only show that you can get a better result compare with us.

But i tell you,
I from Delta also not bad, at least i can score certain subject and my result is better than yours.
You no need to show me that kind of face, keep it!

Ya, it was truth that you can study well,
But you have no sociality,
No matter how good your result is, you also cannot success in your life since you don't know how to communicate with others.

Once you step out in this community, you will be failure if you still keep doing the same thing on others.
No friend, no support, no communicate....
Just give you some advice, better learn how to communicate with others before you regret.

I'm So Sorry And Thank You Very Much

2010-06-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

I have a lot of reason to escape you. So sorry to say that.
I know you hope as what i wish. Which is escape from each other right now.
I'm very sorry.
I knew you're facing your problem and i keep asking you many nonsence questions.
I'm sorry that I really felt helpless, stressful, hopeless to this horrible life.
Everytime when I facing problem and look at my phone, you're thwe first person that i remember in my mind.

I knew that you can help.
But I'm not dare to send you a message.
I knew you're busy with your life, but i really helpless.
No one could help me.
No one can give me suggestion.
No one can lend me his/her hand.

Everyone in this world is the self-fish one.
Include you and I.
This is what I learnt.

'Life is like this. Only join those you like. Ignore those you dislike. They don't rule your life. If they are close but no choice just be normal. Stone cool. And do the things you like. Plan your future nicely. Run your life and smile and the end of the day.'
This is what you learnt.

I really hope that i can do whatever you learnt.
I hope I could did it well.
And I hope i have no any black dots in my plain paper life.
That's what I need.

I really have a lot of reason to escpae from you.
I want to learnt how can I solve my problem myself.
I want to learnt how can I not thinking of you when I'm facing problem.

But I tried before,actually.
I realise that it's so difficult to be strong and not going to ask for your help when I am facing problem.
Since I need your help.

But, seen like your problem is much more serious than mine.
I really hope you can recover back as last time.
The naughty monkey.

Well, what i need is you.
The happy guy.
That's all what i need and what i looking around.

I'm so sorry and thank you very much.
Sorry for everything.
Thank you for everything.

Mr.K, good luck.

Please Never Say Goodbye To Me!!! Just Don't!!!

2010-05-17T14:19:00.004+08:00

Today is a black Monday for me.
I even cried today.

You say goodbye to me?
What you meant?
Ask me get lost in your life?
I never ever go into your life.

What i want is just only your one message.
No matter you free, busy available or not, unless send me one message, one blank message also more then enough.
You promised what i ask for only i dare sms you.
But you keep ignore and ignore.

Ya, i know you stress.
But i stress also.
I just need your help in my academic, What's wrong with me?
What happen on you?

I know what is your problem, but why you said your problem is not important?
I follow you since last year until now,
From here to there,
Why? Because in my heart has a card,
I know who is the best.
I know the best one is you so I keep follow you.
This is my choice.
I'll not regret.
No matter until when,
I will not regret of my choice.
NEVER!!!

If your health problem or any problem make you tough in your life,
You even hopeless in your life,
How about me?
I need your help!
Now is my last year in secondary school,
Only half more year left,
Now only you ask me change my choice, is it fair to me?

I don't know these days what happen on you,
But i know you had row with someone,
Who is the someone maybe i know,
You like to keep secret i also knew it since i know you,
This is your wish.

I'm sorry if my message always bother you and make you stress always,
I'm sorry.

But I'll not change my choice.
Ya, your message really hurt me...
However, you're still the best.
You're still the best for me.
Before, Now and Future.
No matter when, you are still the best for me.

Belief in yourself, Trust yourself that you're the best,
I trust you can solve all the problems you facing now.

But please,
Don't say goodbye to me.
NEVER NEVER NEVER say goodbye to me.
Just don't!
Please don't!

I beg you, just don't!

I'm very very sad now.
But i know i can do nothing.
Since i know you will do nothing.

I'm very very stress for my coming mid-term exam.
Very very stress.
I know you stress also.
Maybe your stress is even ten times serious than me,
But i hope you can be strong to face your problem.
I'll pray for you.
I'll........

You're the best.
I will follow you til the end.
All the best.

I'm very sad now.
My heart is broken.
Who want, just take it.
Until you fully recover.
Body and mental.

FORM 4 HOLIDAYS

2009-12-05T23:34:00.019+08:00

I'm back...
After some days...
Katie is back....

Sorry for my late update....
Because these days really too busy...

Anyway, my haliday already start....
Now, let me share my Penang trip to you....
Especially for you, KC....
No need so panic ma....
I will update de....
Haha...

22/11/2009
Today is the gathering of our primary school's classmate....
Erm...m...
Very happy and expect...
Grace expect until she almost become a mad....
You know what she did???
She and he[classmate too,YK] invite me buy some food for our BBQ gathering at Jusco around 8am!!!
Oh my God...
Really expect until this level meh???
I have no more choice...
I have to follow them.... ><
They all really ar!!!!!!!!
Think also know la....
Weekdays Jusco got open so early ma....
So???
Wait lo....
Wait til around 11am only can start 'shopping'....

We buy 25 pairs of chicken wings....
Total 50....
And some drinks....
Then just go back....
Really tired....

Why???
If you try wake up on 7am and wait til 11am and shopping til 2pm without any resting....
Sure you will have the same opinion like me.....

27/11/2009
We went penang for our 3days 2nights trip....
I went Penang before when i was standard 6....
There was a difference between this time and last time....
Last time is with friends but this time with my family members...

We depart from my house to Kepong[my uncle's house,we went Penang with his family] around 8am....
Tell you honestly, actually very tired....
I HATE WAKE UP EARLY!!!!!!
Really not so easy to wake up from the warm bed early in the morning...
Especially in the raining days.....
Sigh....

We take our breakfast at Kepong.
NON-HALAL....
=p

Then start our trip....
1st of all, take lunch at Taiping.
Actually I also don't know what is the place name, but i know near Taiping....
Whatever la, just call it Taiping la....

Go these kind of place sure have to eat sea food la...
Right???
All the food quite cheap, RM 200++ for 12 peoples....
I want to mention that that is all sea food, and 2kg of crabs....
Not very expensive la.....

Then just continue our journey....
We take ferry to Penang...
Both of my sister very excited....[ 1 is stephy and 1 is nee nee]
If Nee Nee i can excuse her why she so excited....
She is just a baby....
Sure want to know how the ferry look like....
But Stephy..........................................
Haha...

Actually this trip not for shop or play but eat....
Eat and eat and eat.....
Think back also feel full....
Haha

Our dinner is at the food court.
I don't know what is its English name but in chinese called GUAN ZAI JIAO....
It is just like a beach but people are not allowed picnic or even step into the beach....
Don't ask me why because I don't know why....
Haha....

After dinner then shop shop shop and walk walk walk....
Around 9pm then we rest in hotel....
Actually i also don't know the building can known as 'HOTEL' or not........
Even my room also better than the room.....
Only 1 queen size bed...
6 people include Nee Nee....
Hey guys, you think enough ma???

What to do???
Pity us lo....
Why???
Because we sleep on the FLOOR!!
Aiyo....
1st time trip until so ................
Pity..............

28/11/2009
The second days of our trip....
We went JI LE SI.... English called TEMPLE KEK LOK....
We buy some souvinier at the little store which placed on the way to the temple....
My mum said....
'Seldom come here , we have to climb to the peak!!!'
After 10 minutes.....
'Hey!!! You all still want climb or not?'
My dad ask her why....
'I'm so tired.... Lets go back,want?'
What to do???
She is my mum and we have to respect her OPINION!!
Sigh....
Haha....

After that then drive to Taiping for the Night Saffari....
This is the most funny scene....
Night Saffari is a zoo....
The best part is we have to ride on the mini train[actually it is not train because it has no track but it looks like a train..........] while 'visit' the animals.......

Actually i really don't know how to tell you all the story about Night Saffari....
My english level is limited....
And i deleted my chinese star.........
So.... Next time la....
Who wants to know then leave me a comment....
I will update soon....
But I know not many people is viewing my blog........
T_T.....

We stay at a hotel which near the Taiping Lake...
Nothing special for that night because we book 2 rooms.....
Haha...

29/30/2009
Take breakfast at food court......
After that drive to Ipoh for the white coffee....
Nice Coffee.........
Yummy!!!!

We take lunch at Tualang[in perak]
The prawn very very fresh and tasteful....
I love it.........
^^
After that, the happy 3 days two night trips have come to the end....
And i have to write a good ending to this story which is
-----------THE END--------------
Haha

After trip then it's the time to study again....
My tuition class already start....
So have to focus again lo....

Maybe next week we go Cameron....
Haha.....
FOCUS???
in trip....
Haha

2009/12/05
11:28pm

The Day After Tomorrow

2009-11-14T02:12:00.004+08:00

2012.... Our world is coming to the end....
No one can alive....
And the earth will be destroy.....

No matter where you live....
No matter who you are....
You will be united.....

According to the scientist, our earth is going to be destroyed in the date of 2012, December 21-23....
Do you belief???

I watched this movie....
2012....
There have some common point with our world before the day.....

Earthquake in an often time in every country [even in Malaysia] , Tsunami in Indonesia, Calamity of snow in China , Drought in India......

Is the day coming soon???

In this movie , many person lost their humanity...
They show how ugly in a human....
Self-fish , crude and rash , sordid merchant , despicable.....

They willing to sacrifice everything include their family to save their own life....

On the contrary , some people show their love between each other.....
They willing to sacrifice everything include their life to save their family....

I cried when i was watching this movie....

Humanity....
SELF-FISH!!!!

A minister not willing to save the people because they can't afford the ticket of the ship....
10 BILLION US DOLLAR!!!!

A daddy carried 2 kids....
He wants to go to China because he wants to save himself and his kids by boarding into the ship....
He go along with his girlfriend and a pilot....
He left his girlfriend because he knows that his girlfriend loves the pilot....
The pilot was dead....
Thus, he left his girlfriend....
Finally , the man still can't board the ship because of his self-fish....
Luckily , he shows his love to their kids because he willing to sacrifice himself to help his kids board into the ship....

Humanity.....
The love from the parents to their kids....

A daddy and a mummy carried their kids....
They willing to sacrifice their own life to save their kids....
Although the daddy knows that he can do nothing but he still tried his best to save his family especially his kids....

Humanity.....
Sordid merchant.....

The minister only allowed the people who can afford the ticket board into the ship....

Humanity.....
The love to each other.....

A scientist willing to save all the people by request to all the president for each country to open the gate and allowed all the people board into the ship even though they can't afford the ticket....

Human.....
We all live in a same world....
Why can't we love each other???
Why can't we unite and solve all the problem together????

Humanity....
We will not change the ugly humanity even when we face extreme hardship....

In Paleolithic , human can live together and willing to love each other....
In Neolithic also....

But when the money appear in this world , everything was changed....
Human willing to hurt each other just because can earn more money....

We had lost our humanity since that time....

My friend ask me why i cried after this movie....
I smile and i didn't answer her anything....

Why i cry???
I cry because i scare this day is coming and the prediction will really come true....
I cry beacuse i saw the dad willing to kill himself just because he want to save his kid....
I cry because i scare human will not change their ugly humanity even if the earth is going to be destroyed....

Pray for you~~~2012

2009/11/13

2:10am

The Day After Tomorrow

第一次遇见小天和谨华

2009-10-18T21:05:00.014+08:00

今天是星期天，是个难得的假期。
2009年10月18日。。。
一个非常值得纪念的日子。
有些人则不以为然，就错过了今天。

台湾小生，阮经天和杨谨华来马宣传《败犬女王》。
我和姐在一点以前就到现场去了。
为的就是希望能够找到个“风水位”。

原本可以站在舞台正对面的楼梯，可是一位胖叔叔（抱歉但我必须这么称呼），也就是金河广场的工作人员，把我们这些热情如火的粉丝们给赶下楼梯去了。真可恶，恨不得把他给杀了！！！
你们应该觉得我用不早这么生气吧。可是，你知道吗？他那犹如十袋米的体重(约100kg），不停地用他的备胎（肚腩）推撞我，而且我手上还提着刚买的《败犬女王》正版DVD以及限量版海报耶，弄坏了，他赔给我啊！再加上我这么小一只，有必要这么用力吗？

造势活动的地点是在金河广场大厅。
小天（阮经天小名）和谨华（杨谨华简称）非常地守时，
这场造势宣传活动的时间被定为下午3时。
他们俩啊，在三点钟的钟声响起前，就到现场与我们这些小粉丝见面啦。

小天，还未到现场就已经有很多“专属”的粉丝在呐喊着“小天！小天！”。
而我，就是其中的哪一个。还有小天的粉丝团在场呢！
谨华，也有很多慕名“败犬女王”之名而来的粉丝。

当他们被主持人邀请出场时，粉丝们，连同我在内，已经陷入疯狂的状态。（虽然有点夸张。可是也差不了多少）全场气氛已经HIGH到快爆炸了！！

顿时间，所有的相机与手机，就被主人们紧紧的握在手内，为了就是要拍下心目中的王子与公主。闪闪发亮的镁光灯，打从他们俩出场至造势活动的最后，都没有间断过。可以想象小天和谨华的人气已经是爆灯了。

我的手机，在小天和谨华出场后的十五分钟后，就被宣告元气已尽。（电池没电）
真可惜，没把小天和谨华的可爱动作给拍下来。哎。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

哦，小天啊，小天。。。。
你也未免太帅了吧。超帅的。许多女粉丝们的心，都被你给拐走了。
谨华啊，谨华。你也是的。没事干嘛穿件小礼服啊，就连我这女孩子的心都被你给夺去了。漂亮！

小天和谨华和粉丝们玩了比手画脚和传话游戏。很可惜没被选上。
小天笑得很开心但风采依旧，谨华依然保持着独有的气质和美态。

小天和谨华把《败犬女王》的海报抛给台下的粉丝们，粉丝们（包夸我在内）犹如洪水猛兽的扑向前方。为什么？就是因为海报和男女主角俩嘛！我差一点点就可以拿到了，可是太矮和手太短，结果海报就花落排在我身后的女生手上咯。

过后就是小天和谨华为《败犬女王》DVD签名咯。
一开始我和姐都很兴奋，因为可以近距离接触小天和谨华。
可是，该死的工作人员说，一张DVD只限一个人。
~！@#￥%……&*（）—+
没有工作的两姐妹平分一张DVD，都不可以啊？
我又不是上台捣乱的，只是想握握小天的手和抱抱谨华而已嘛。
当时的心情，真的又恨又失落。
真想立刻把那无人性的工作人员给毙了！
就这样，无缘小天和谨华。
T_T

可是，我依然很高兴。
因为毕竟第一次追星，而且是这么帅的小天！！！

小天，我爱你！！！^^

2009/10/18

10:35pm

遇见小天和谨华

An Addmath Seminar

2009-10-05T00:47:00.003+08:00

Alright....
After holiday...
It is the time study again....

Today,
4th of October....
We are going to University Malaya for our Additional Mathematics seminar....

We depart from Martin tuition center exactly on 1pm....
The bus damn hot...
Don't know whether too many people or the air conditioner have some problem...
Everyone was sweating....

UMAAS....
YOU LIE US!!!!
LIAR!!!!

You told us all the bus was same but why i saw have some people wearing a jacket after she/he get off the bus....
Some of them start cold until shiver....
LIAR!!!

First of all....
Our tutor's brother enter our hall and start teaching....
Don't know whether his way of teaching too 'special' or we haven't suit his method...
Can say ALL of us blur until maximum....
We really don't know what he talking about...
Even the joke we also can't get its mean....
Sigh...

After break,
Umaas went into our hall and start teaching....
Umaas....Umaas.....
You are the best addtional mathematics teacher in this world....
YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!
^_^

In our hall,
Have two 'visitor'...
Why called them 'visitor'???
Because they are not Umaas' students!!!

1 of the girl is another martin tuition center,addmath teacher's student...
She pay money to the counter and get the coupon...
I can't believe that....
Umaas scold her until she start crying....
But Umaas still emphasize that he is not scolding....
[Actually his voice volumn really high and terrible....]
No wonder that the girl will cry...

The other,
She is not our martin tuition center student...
She is from other coaching center....
Umaas look like very dissapointed and start nagging....

Other than that...
Everything was very funny and happy....

It was a nice memory and i think I won't forget it until I die....
Haha...
Umaas' line....

^^

2009/10/04

11:30pm

My Holiday

2009-10-04T21:52:00.006+08:00

Today is 4th of October....

Try to count...

I had almost 1 month didn't update my blog....

Im sorry because i was too tired and busy....

Now i have some story to share with you....

17th of September

Thursday

I didn't go to school....

Why???

Actually it wasn't a big new for me if i was absent to school...

Because....

I hate school...

If got chance, i have to cath up this chance and stay at home....

Haha....

They had a pray program for malay because their raya is coming soon...

So..............

You know why i was absent???

You suppose to know that...

Haha.....

18th of September

Friday

We dapart from my house to Johor on 5:30 in the morning...

Im not cheating....

Really tired....

Although i have to wake up early everyday...

But still....

Feeling tired....

Haiz.......

We arrived Johor on 9 or 10 in the morning...

You know....

Getting older...

Backbone very pain....

What is the 1st program in Johor???

Sing K lo....

Only me and my cousin....

2 person ONLY...

We look like a monkey...

Why i say so???

Can't stay at home even 1 minute...

Haha....

The Greenbox look almost same as KL's but we have to pay for the extra drink and snack...

Quite expensive....

Other than that....

Everything was fine....

After that?

Watch movie...

The 'Tsunami' from Korea...

Very very very very very nice....

But i suggest you bring TWO pack of tissue....

Very Very Very touch...

1 pack tissue is not enough....

Trust me.....

19th of September

Saturday

Still havent't found new program...

So go sing K again....

Lol...

But this time along with her sister......

So 3 persons now....

Because it was a weekend, so we have to pay more for the same services....

RM 30++ for each person....

Damn expensive....

Two bowl of snack = RM 18

Sing K Price = RM 22 for each person

Service Charge = RM 10++

My wallet suddenly become thinner....

Sad..

20th of September

Sunday

The bored day....

Why???

Because to monkeys have to stay in the cage....

Haha...

Watch tv....

21 of September

Monday

My sister birthday...

My elder sister , Stephy's birthday....

Me and my cousin went to Desaru beach.....

The 1st impress for this beach is..........

The sea water is too salty...

Yesterday our addmath tutor told us a joke....

Do you know why the sea water will taste salty???

A male whale will release 30 portent of sperms but only 30% of the sperms will go into the female body....

So the sea water will became salty....

Yuke...

Disgusting....

We play untill 3:00pm only...

Because it was raining....

Dissapointed...

Don't get shock when you see these photo...

I really don't know them!!!

They are my cousin's friend's boyfriend's friends....

See the relationship also can know that I REALLY DON'T KNOW THEM!!!!

Their hair is the main vision of everyone...

Even me also will try to look at their hair...

1 PURPLE and 1 RED...

Wow....

They suddenly come and start cover me with sand when im doing a facial....

[The sand very soft....Nice for facial.....]

So just depends on them la....

Quite comfortable....

Haha.....

22 of September

Monday

Nothing special happened...

Just stay at home and continue my movie...

22 of September

Tuesday

Eat MC Donald....

Nothing special....

Continue my movie and our conversation with my cousin...

23 of September

Wednesday

Come back from Johor...

We depart after we took our breakfast...

Arrived KL on 12pm or 1 pm...

Then straight away go and take our lunch....

Hm...m....

Happy Holiday....

2009/10/04

11:oopm

The Week After Holiday

2009-09-12T01:33:00.008+08:00

Finally....
Both of my oral test either in Malay or English were finished....
How many days i cannot sleep well...
Just because of them....
So now,
My panda eyes appear again....

Thanks god...
My oral test result not too bad....
Our English oral just like normal test...
Prepare a script ,momorize it ,and read it out...
But must act like you are talking...
If not the marks will be minus....

This is my script....
Quite long...
About 300 words....

Global Warming is a great issue in our world today. Global warming, in the long run, will have a greater effect on us than it has as of today. This is due to the Greenhouse gasses like carbon dioxide and all the pollution around us. This causes the atmosphere to warm up, harming nature as well as us. Only in this century, the atmosphere has seen an increase of about 1.1oF. Studies have shown and proven that by 2100, the globe will heat up by another 10.5oF.

Green house gasses are gasses such as carbon dioxide, vapor, methane… which affect the atmosphere. This contributes to causing the Greenhouse effect which is the absorption of the suns radiation when it hits the Earths atmosphere, this causing the Earth to warm up slowly. This isn’t good for the Earth because with time all the ice in the poles would melt, causing the level of water to rise and making the average temperature everywhere increase.
Pollution is another factor to take into account that affects our world today.

Pollution, whether it may be air, water, soil, radioactive or any other type, it contaminates our environment thus affecting the planet. The usage of gas in cars, the gasses that are released into the air after something is burned all these small things lead to pollution therefore global warming.

We are supposed to take care of this planet, but are we doing so? We are not doing much. The little effort put into recycling or other small things is not enough. We must make drastic changes, especially with all the gas consumption for cars or all the fuel smokes from industries that affect our environment. This must stop now! The rate of global warming is increasing rapidly and we must slow it down before it is too late. We must take action now and save our world.

I can memorize all of them....
Haha....
As i told,
My memory not too bad....

For Malay oral test,
Like a forum....
1 pengerusi , 3 ahli panel and penonton....
Im one of the ahli panel....
Our title is about influnza A [H1N1]...

Im a doctor and talking about the way to avoid this infunza...
Enjoy that time when im talking....
Everyone keep looking at me....
All of them pay their full attention listen to me....
Enjoy....

This kind of feeling had lost since I finished my primary school...
Because when i was in standard 5 and standard 6,
I joined the competition of story telling and syarahan....
I get 3rd prize in Standard 6 syarahan...
Proud of it...
Haha...

At last...
Can sleep well already....

Last week,
I watch the "Meteor Garden" again...
It was my 1st Taiwan movie in my life....
Some memories are recalled back....

Maybe most of you already forgot this movie....
If you had forget it,
You can try to watch it again....
This was a nice movie...

What a touching ending....
Make me cry again....

A "poem" from Dao Ming Si...

♥If you run away,

to the edge of the world,

I'll follow.

No matter where you are,

Even to the hell,

No matter where you go,

I'll always follow you,

Because,

I want you!

♥Dao Ming Si

♥无论你跑到多远，

我都会去追..

不管你在哪里，

甚至是地狱..

不管你跑到天涯海角，

我都会去追，

因为，

我要定你!

♥道明寺

Touch...
Make me cry and used 2 pack of tissue paper....
Yesterday,
Or can say the day before yesterday,
Mean Thursday la...

2009/09/10
I get my present from my tutor already....
Actually i don't know what is this when i receive it from him...
Cause i haven't see what is it actually....

I thought it is the stationary set for primary school...
That kind of pencil with 1 sharpener lei....
Still have some cartoon on the top there de lei....
Haha....

Luckily....
Scary....

I thought he really think that im childish until this kind of level...
Although i never think that im mature....

It is a pen...
Parker pen....
Very very very nice....
Parker Quink Ball Pen...

Sorry that my lovely Nokia mobile phone can't function well,
So i can't upload the picture of the nice Parker pen....
Any information you can search from www.parkerpen.com

Sir,Thanks....
I will keep it,
FOREVER....

You call me use it but sorry that i won't....
Not every student can get a present from you...
So it will become my collection....
FOREVER AND FOREVER AND FOREVER....
Thank you very very very much....

Allow me ask you a question,
Why you all like to buy a pen as a present????
You are not the 1st person buy me a pen...
I really wonder that why you all like to buy a pen....

And...
Why you never ask me to show you my maths result?
Why you so believe me???
You really don't scare i cheat you ???
You really believe me???
Why Why Why????

2009/09/12

2:38am

My Story

2009-09-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

One more friend ask me the same question....
Why you don't try to tell your problem to your family members???
Why you don't tell your friends???
Why and why and why???

If they not willing to listen,
What i suppose to do???
Force them???
Is it any meaning for that????

I tried to tell them my problem....
But they didn't comfort you but keep hurting....
Do you think the heart be comforted????
No.....I don't think so....

Maybe you will tell me the same line....
Why your thinking so negative???

I have no choice....
I did my best preparation and did the worst intend....
Friends,
家家有本难念的经.....
If you never get hurted you will never know me....

I look into friendship very seriously????
If you never get the experience as me,
You will never know what i think.....

I lost my friends before....
I treat you good because i hope that the sad incident will never happen again....
Maybe my way to treat you are different,
But trust me....
I have no any malice....
I just want be your friend....
Now and forever....

Mister,
You told me that have Confidence,
Belive in God and never lost Hope....
Thanks,
You really help me a lot....
Allow me to say THANKS to you again...
THANKS , THANKS , THANKS..

Today,
One of my friend ask me the same questions....
Don't know why,
Feel very sad....

Gosh....
Mr. M,
ONLY FRIEND!!!!
NO OTHER!!!!

Good luck to you , Mr. M....
And you, Mr. K....
I heard that you have competition tomorrow....
Wish you success....
Good Luck....

2009/09/01

11:30pm

别再烦我了啦！！！！

2009-08-30T19:20:00.004+08:00

我花了多久的时间才能够平伏我的心情。。。。
为何你都不了解呢？？？

难道你就看不出我今天有点不一样吗？？？
难道你都看不出来我今天的情绪很不稳定吗？？？
难道你就不能把你的嘴巴给闭上吗？？？
难道你就不能不要管我的事吗？？？

CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT UP YOUR MOUTH????

我花了多久的时间才能够止住我的泪水。。。
为何你又要把我给弄哭呢？？？
你真的看不出来我今天心情很不好吗？？？

我哭了，
停了，
又哭了。。。。

在这样下去我真的怕我会疯掉。。。。
我已经花了我最大的力气去止住我的泪水，
我花了我全部的力气去平伏我的心情，
我尽了我最大的力量去治疗我心中的痛，
为何你还要将一把又一把的刀，
插进我那已经受过严重创伤的心呢？？？

我很痛，很痛。。。。
我已经没有泪水可以再流了。。。
你就不能让我好好的过完我的假期吗？？？

我笑，
你也骂。。。
我哭，
你也骂。。。
我绷着一副无所谓的脸你也骂。。。
我开口关心，
你也骂。。。。
你到底要我怎样你才可以把你那嘴巴给闭上呢？？？

就连一只一只飞来飞去的苍蝇也比你安静。。。
你就不能把你的嘴巴给我紧紧的闭上吗？？？

我已经哭得没有多余的力气和你吵。。。
我不出声不代表我赞同你，
只是我不想伤害任何一个人，
所以你最好不要得寸进尺！！！
就算你是我的长辈，
我也要开口说声，
拜托你不要再吵了！！！
很烦！！！！
拜托你闭上你的嘴巴！！！！
不要再烦我了！！！
就当我求求你，
收一收声，
好吗？？？？

我要喜，怒，哀，还是乐，
轮不到你来管。。。。
我的生活，我自己来做决定！！！！！

PLEASE....
KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!!!
DON'T TRY TO JUDGE MY LIFE....
YOU WILL TOTALLY FAIL TO DO IT.....
SO,
JUST KEEP QUITE!!!!

Keep Crying

2009-08-30T16:29:00.008+08:00

QUITE IS THE BEST WAY TO GIVE VENT THE STRESS...

Today,im not in my right mind....

Something wrong with me...

Maybe the only listener not with me any more....

Maybe the school holiday end soon....

Maybe my tuition mathematics result tooooooo bad....

Maybe....Maybe.....

I also don't know why....

That kind of feeling came back already...

That kind of feeling that without any assist.....

That kind of grieved feeling....

Make me cry again....

Today,

2009/08/30

My Spirit Collapse Again....

Very Very Very Very Sad....

Nothing can do....

Enjoy the silence and start crying....

Listen to the music and start crying....

Sleep and dream and start crying....

Sometimes,

I like alone....

I like silence more than hubbub....

I can do anything that i want when it was silent....

I can think....

I can laugh....

I can smile...

I can rewind back what the teacher taught....

I can cry.....

I can shout....

I can think my tutor's face and his action...

I can think my friend's 'joke'...

I can enjoy the music....

I can think back to my childhood's life....

I can think anything...

SILENCE,IS THE BEST PRESENT FROM GOD....

Because i like silence...

So now become self-abased....

I scared to see people's eyes...

[Sorry if i always escape your version]

I scared talk to people face to face....

[Sorry if i didn't answer your questions]

I scared that kind of awkward....

[Sorry if i ignore you invited]

I scared i said something that out of your imagine then you will start avoid me....

I came from a small village from Ipoh , Pusing....

Maybe you don't know that this village is full with vulgar language....

"Masuk kandang kambing mengembek , Masuk kandang kerbau menguak"....

These are their language....

I have to listen to their language...

Whan the time getting longer....

I know them....

Sorry if you listened me talking these 'language'....

Already accustom....

Very difficult to change it...

But im trying my best...

Give me some time....

Today i keep thinking about someone....

Who is the someone i can't tell....

Later very awkward when saw someone....

Very sorry if i disturbed you....

I need some comfort...

My spirit really collapse already....

Sometime i really hope can call you and start crying...

But i know that i can't do it...

So i have to control myself...

You are a very good people...

So i think i can get some experience from you....

But i not dare....

I scared....

I scared if i do like this,

You will start avoid me...

You have no any responsibility to help me....

Haiz....

Sad....

Really.....

Sad.....

QUITE,

IS THE BEST WAY

TO ESCAPE HUBBUB

2009/08/30

04:30pm

Spirit Collapse Again....

2009-08-29T23:59:00.006+08:00

SHIT!!!SHIT!!!!SHIT!!!!SHIT!!!!
What the hell!!!!
My fault again???
Me???
Do You All Too Partial????
Do You All Too Over???
No wonder....
Who call im elder....
But....
Do i tell you i hope i can have a sister???
Do i tell you i like to become elder sister???
NO!!!!
Since that day,NEVER AND EVER!!!!!

Everything also my fault....
Everything also did wrong....
In your eyes im only a vase....
A USELESS VASE.....
Even a vase also can used to put some flowers...
But....
Im just a RUBBISH....
USELESS AT ALL!!!!

Even my mathematics get 100%...
What you told???
Were You Fraud???
Hey...
Im your daughter...
Why you Don't Believe Me???

I get 5A and 5 highest in my class....
You NEVER praise me....
You never take a look of me....
You never care of me....
You....
NEVER AND EVER!!!!!!!

Im very sad....
Even my friends also happy after they know i get good result...
Even my tutor also buy me something as present....
I didn't ask for anything from you...
Im just looking for your care....
Why???
Why you so cruel???

You only will say i know play , eat , sleep only....
But....
Do you know how many days i didn't sleep???
Do you know how many tears i had drop???
You know???
YOU DON'T KNOW!!!!

You know???
Do you???
If now i ask you what is my class name,
i think you cannot answer....
If i ask you my rank in my class,
I think you cannot answer....
If i ask you how many subject i took in exam,
I think you cannot answer....

If i ask you why you cannot answer,
I think you will say because i didn't tell you....
Not me don't want tell you,
But,
Are you willing to listen???
No....You not....

I tell you i feel very stress,
You say kids don't have any stress....
I tell you i felt very sad,
You say i think too many...
I tell you im sick,
You say that was the effect of playing computer at midnight....
IM STUDYING!!!!NOT PLAYING!!!!
I tell you i felt headache or dizzy,
You say that was the effect of stay up night....

You Don't Know Everything About Me!!!!
You Don't!!!!
I stay at my study room,
You say im playing computer....
I say i want go popular buy books,
You say ium wasting your money.....
I say i really stress,
You say im nut....

No Wonder....
No Wonder that i will become an abnormal people now....
I am faing many many many problems....
My family , My friends ,
In School , In Tuition Class , In My Home......
My Dad , My Mom , My Sister....
Teacher.....Friends....
Very Tired....

These are the reasons that i will become a nut...
YOU!!!!
ARE THE MAIN REASON!!!!!
You never take a look to me....
You never know what am i looking for!!!!
NEVER!!!!

You don't know that my spirit already collapsed....
You don't know that i used my tears to wash my face....
You don't know!!!!
You don't know!!!!

I hate!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!
I HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometime i really hope can carry a bag and go anywhere....
You don't konw....
You don't know that i need a psychologist....
You Know All Of That???
You Will Never Know....
Why???
Because You Don't Care!!!!

I won't complain you because of your ignore...
What you want to do just do it....
BUT DON'T IMPLICATE ME INTO YOUR PROBLEM!!!!
You angry....
Just do whatever you want....
BUT DON'T SCOLD ME WITHOUT ANY REASON!!!!!
You stress....
Just find your way to let offf....
BUT DON'T SCOLD ME WITHOUT ANY REASON!!!!
Im a human....
I also have my temper....
My patience limit is limited....
I don't say anything bacause i don't hope to hurt anyone....
But not mean that i agree with you....
You are elder , but you won't do anything correctly....
Even god also did wrong....
So , DON'T SCOLD ME WITHOUT ANY REASON!!!!!

I HATE!!!!!
HATE!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU WILL NEVER AND EVER KNOW WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR AND THINKING.....
WHY????
BECAUSE YOU DON'T CARE!!!!!

2009/08/30

12:45am

Unlock Video

2009-08-28T15:39:00.001+08:00

Firends,
Last time i was lock my sister's video....
But now i unlock it already...
View it...
Really...
Very Very Very cute....
You will smile or laugh after that....

2009/08/28

3:33pm

Shopping

2009-08-25T15:20:00.007+08:00

Today is the 1st day of my holiday...

I very very very very like it because my dear cousin is here with me now...

And....

I hate school...

So, holiday is the best way to avoid school....

Haha...

Today we go to Time Square...

Only me and my cousin...

How about her sister and my sister??

Hey...

My sister want go school so she was absent...

Her sister???

We don't want she follow so just call her play computer in home...

Haha...

So bad...

But...

We take bus lei...

Very difficult if bring her together...
So, just leave her alone...

Haha...

After eat breakfast,

Then we take bus and start our 'trip'...

We ate STEAMBOAT for our breakfast...

Wow...

So luxurious!!

Then go take bus lo...

Take U40...

Straight away depart from the cheras telokom and arrive time square...

Damn hot...

Why???

Because we are wearing the mouth-muffle...

Tell you a joke...

People covered face in Japan
---Ninja

People covered face in America
--Batman

People covered face in Iraq
--Terrorist

Then how about the people coverd face in Malaysia??
--Cut Grass One....

So...
We are covering our face...
Like the people who cut grass one....
Haha....

Just walk around and shopping...
Buy this buy that...
Enjoy...

Our lunch is Taiwan food...

Look very delicious right???
Haha...
Tasteful...
Don't know we are hungry or what...
Really delicious....

After that...
Just shopping lo...
Keep buying things...

Buy shirt...
Buy pants....
Buy this....
Buy that...
Buy Buy BUy...
Finally only left RM 30++ in my wallet...
So Sad...
Haha....

What a nice day...
Enjoy...
We arrive home on 6:30pm....
Then Start blogging lo...
Although i post this blog on 2009/08/28....
Hm...m...
Because i forgot press POST...
So just keep it as draft and post later...

Happy...

2009/08/28

3:55pm

My little sister

2009-08-22T03:15:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hY2l8fkM1tY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pw4gFwl4ZyM

Friends...
View it...
My little sister....
^^

Don't Steal My Name!!!

2009-08-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

I don't care whether it was true or not....
I don't care whether it was the fact or not....
I don't care whether she was cheating me or not....

BUT PLEASE!!!!
DON'T STEAL MY NAME TO DO SOMETHING NONSENSE AND STUPID!!!!

I don't know why you want to use my name...
Maybe my name is too sweet or too special...
Maybe you never listen my name,xue hui before...
Maybe you don't like your name...
IT DOESN'T MATTER!!!!
But please don't be so cheap until use other's name....

You don't like your name or you too admire of my name or any other reasons....
It Was Your Own Problem!!!
Don't try to implicate me into your problem...

If you don't like your name try to tell you parents and change it...
If you like my name just tell me and thanks for your esteem....
BUT DON'T TRY TO BECOME AN IDIOT!!!!

I don't know why you want use my name to scold her...
I don't know why she know im xue hui...
I don't know who are you and your purpose...
I don't know and i don't want to know...
It is already out of my business!!!!

You want scold her or not i don't care...
You want fight with her or not i don't care...
What you want to do with her i don't care...
But Please Don't Spoil My Fame!!!!
IM NOT ALLOWED PEOPLE TO SPOIL MY FAME!!!!

I don't know who are you but i will know you soon...
Someone is now checking and trying to get some information about you...
YOU SHOULD BE SORRY WITH THAT!!!

DON'T BE SO CHEAP UNTIL STEAL OTHER'S NAME!!!

2009/08/21

1:00am

Monthy Test Result

2009-08-19T21:38:00.003+08:00

Today,
Get back my school monthy test paper...
Here is my result for each subject...

BAHASA MELAYU : TEACHER HAVEN'T FINISH MARKING

ENGLISH ：65% B3

MATHEMATICS ：100% A1
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS ：VERY　HURT...SECRET...DON'T ASK ME
SEJARAH : 76% A1
PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN :70% A2
PHYSICS : DON'T ASK....HIGHEST....HOW MANY MARKS IS A SECRET...
CHEMISTRY : 70% A2
PENDIDIKAN MORAL : 88% A1
BAHASA CINA : SECRET....THE LOWEST IN MY LIST...BUT STILL PASS...
ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE AND TECHONOLOGY : HAVEN'T GET BACK YET...
PENDIDIKAN SIVIK : VASE...NO NEED KNOW IT...

I get shocked when i know my sejarah can get A...
I thought i only can get 5o++ because i didn't touch my book before the test...
Actually i only get 70% because teacher marks wrong some questions....[because she marks our test paper on 3 in the morning...forgive her la]
Finally i get 76%...
Happy...

For my account??
Last time mid term exam i only get 40% in my account...
Exactly 40%...
Then now get 70%...
Very happy beacuse i already improve 30%...
Wow...
Haha...

Others???
Just ignore it...
Haha...

So now i have 5A...
And 5 highest in my class...
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

2009/08/19

9:54pm

MONTHY TEST RESULT...

爬得越高，跌得越疼；希望越大，失望越大。。。

2009-08-17T22:58:00.004+08:00

爬得越高，跌得越疼；
希望越大，失望越大。。。

原本我并不赞同，但到了现在这一刻，
我终于领悟到了。。。

今天学校分发了考卷。
高级数学。。。
以前的我对这一科总是信心满满。。。
而且，
成绩在我的班上，
总是最好的那一个。。。

在补习呢？？
大多数的问题都不是问题，
都能把它给‘干掉’。。。

今天的我，
一切都不如从前了。。。

虽然只有短短几个月的时间，
我就从山峰，跌往无底洞。。。
真的很疼，很疼。。。

何时才能从这无底洞爬回出来，
连我自己，
也不知道。。。

心里的疼，谁明了？
心里的痛，谁能了？
心里的伤，谁懂得？
心里的悲，谁知道?
心里的哀，谁晓得？

我的心，真的很疼。。。很疼。。。
万箭穿心的感觉，
真的很难受。。。

我很埋怨我自己，
为什么没有科学家的细心仔细。。。
为什么没有教师们的永恒耐心。。。
为什么没有医生们的聪明果断。。。

一切一切一切的错误，
只因我的粗心。。。
粗心令我痛失了成为三连霸。。。
粗心令我失去了成为最优的学生。。。

我很伤心。。很悲哀。。
可是，也于事无补。。。
现在能做的，只能努力做练习题，
努力成为 ‘细心’，‘仔细’，‘耐心’的好朋友。。。
希望下一次在我的部落与你们分享的，
是骄人的成绩，
而不是伤心的埋怨。。。

虽然这一次的分数尚和及格的边缘保持一段距离，
但我要的，不只是及格，
而是A！！！
我要的，只是A！！

努力现在，
展望未来！！

雪慧，加油！！！

THE HIGHER YOU CLIMB,
THE MORE PAIN THAT YOU WILL FEEL WHEN YOU FALL....
THE BIGGER HOPE YOU MAKE,
THE BIGGER DISAPPOINTED YOU WILL FEEL....

BE HARDWORKING NOW...
AND LOOKLING FOR THE SUCCESS....

2009/08/27

11:00PM

HURTED

My Life , I Decide!!!!

2009-08-16T15:54:00.005+08:00

今天和往常无异，梳洗后，就去外头吃早餐。。。
今天吃肉骨茶。。。
就是上次我说的那间小餐馆。。。

因为昨晚睡前看了某某小姐的部落格，
她在她的部落写下他在外国旅居的点点滴滴。。。
非常有意思。。。
获益良多。。。
平常就贪玩的我顿时有了到外头旅居的念头。。
我就告诉爸爸说我长大后要到外国旅居。。。
并立下诺言说当我赚到我人生中的第一个一百万，
我就开始我旅居的生涯。。。

爸爸想也不想，
立刻一桶又一桶的冷水往我身上泼。。。
还在我心里划了几条伤痕。。。
妈妈呢？？
也一样，
非常小看我。。。
说我在外头一定会哭着吵回家。。。
一人一句，
一人一桶冷水，
一人一把锋利无比的刀，
把我所有的心情都给破坏了。。。

难道我就不能有梦想吗？？？
难道就不能让我计划好我所希望的人生旅途吗？？？
难道我必须一辈子呆在家了，变成一只井底之蛙？？
我不要！！！
我不甘！！！
我不愿！！！
我，不会永远呆在这个家，
不会永远呆在马来西亚，
我不会！！！
永远不会！！！
我的人生轮不到你们来摆布！！！
我的人生不用你们为我计划！！！
我不想永远呆在温暖的家，
我不想当一棵温室里的小花，
我不想当一只永远不会飞的小鸟，
我不想！！！也不要！！！

我感谢你们俩老生育我，
教养我，
给我全世界最好的。。。
可是，总不能照顾我一辈子吧。。。
我答应你们，
只要在我有生之年，
一定会尽了我全部的能力去孝顺你们。。。
此生此世，
永不食言！！！
此承诺永远不会过期，
只要我还存有一口气，
我一定会兑现这个承诺，
但，
请你让我决定我的人生，好吗？？？

你想要我当会计师，
抱歉，
因为我根本没兴趣。。。
你想有我当测量师，
恕我无能为力，因为我不愿意。。。

我不想永远被你牵着鼻子走。。。
我的人生，
由我来决定，
好吗？？

非常抱歉，如果我让你们伤心流泪了，
对不起！！！
可是，
请让我坚持我的梦，
好吗？？

不要这么残忍，
不要连我的梦，也剥夺了，
好吗？？？
不要连我的梦想，也破坏掉，
好吗？？
我的生活，我做主！！！

IM ONLY THE ONE WHO CAN JUDGE MY LIFE!!!!
NOW,FUTURE AND FOREVER!!!
IT WILL NOT BE CHANGE,
UNLESS IM DEAD!!!
PLEASE DON'T...
PLEASE DON'T SPOIL MY DREAM...
PLEASE DON'T BREAK MY HOPE....
DON'T BE SO CRUEL...
LET ME DECIDE MY LIFE...
OK???

2009/08/16

03:45PM

MY LIFE,I DECIDE

Eating

2009-08-16T00:30:00.004+08:00

Now eating....
Im not as happy as you...
Im eating Maggi Mee....

Just simply capture...

Taste not bad cause im hungry...
The hungry man is the angry man...
Later scold people without any reason then not so good la...
Haha...

Still eating....
With a glass of milk...
Hope can grow taller taller and taller...
Hope milk can help me....

2009/08/26

12:35am

Eating

Happy Weekend

2009-08-15T21:09:00.020+08:00

Today is saturday...

Lovely weekend...
Because I didn't go to school... [although school have replace class for the deepavali...]
Im lazy ma...
Too playful...

And the test finish liao ma...

And teachers also didn't teach de la...

Don't want go also nevermind la....

Today go gai gai with my friend...At balakong Jusco...

[Shhhh....Don't let my school teacher know....later get a warning letter..... So,Shhhhhh....Just act don't know]

We go there watch movie...

《大内密探零零狗》

Nice movie...

Not bad...

Quite funny...

If you haven't watch yet you can try to watch it...

Will make you relax abit..

After watch movie then start shopping...

My favourite activity....

LOVE SHOPPING VERY VERY VERY MUCH...

But if spend too many money come back then sure get scold or nag...

~!@#$&*()~!@#$%^&*)+~!@#$%^&*(^&*(()+~!@#$%^&*()+

Sometime really hope can use the adhesive tape to stick on her mouth...

But just act cant hear...

Keep quite....

If not my ears will be more painful...

So, just keep quite....

Act stupid....

Haha....

Keep quite is the best way to ignore the nagging...

If you revolt,wish you rest in peace....

After that,go eat my lunch...

At teppayaki...

Eat a steambot...

In japanese called 'Sukiyaki'...

Tasteful but the taste of blackpepper too strong...

Make me sore throat...

Then??

Buy 'souvenir'..[Stupid]

Just the simple keychain for my handphone....

A bear baer lo...

Superfan of bear bear what...

Sure buy something that have some relationship with bear de lo....

And a birthday present for Ang Ang...

Today ,15 of August is Ang Ang's birthday...

Wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

This present is for her...

Actually today want give her at History extra class de...

But very tired after shopping...

Somemore,im lazy...

Haha....

And a very very very exquisite key chain...

DUMPLING!!!

Damn cute....

HEY HEY HEY!!!

This want is dumpling...

That day you told me de is zong zi...

Zong zi is in triangle shape de ma...

Now know liao ma???

Haiz...

[Talking to someone...who have no bearing just ignore it]

Then play lo...

That time i told you all about the playground right??

That one lo...

Friend want play the drum...

Just accompany her...

If not later she cry then i don't know what i suppose to do...

I didn't bring the nipple for her...

Haha...

Joke la...

Don't angry...

After that??

Just walk around...

Keep seeing Secret Receipes and Star Bucks...

Sigh...

Then??

Buy the pan cake...

Doraemon eat that one lei...

Saw it very cute then buy some lo...

If not nice can give my sister...

Haha...

Her animal sign is pig ma...

Give her sure ok...

Haha...

Then??

Still then???

Still not enough meh???

Go back home lo...

Leg very pain already...

If keep walking sure break...

Haha...[too exaggerate]

Very happy today...

After arrive home watch the badminton match...

Semi-final...

Lin Dan Vs Kuncoro...

Finally Lin Dan won...

Hurray!!

China is the best...

[Although im a Malaysian]

But i still support china...

My mun call me traitor when we was watching the final of Olympic badminton match....

Hey...everyone also have his/her authority to support his/her favourite de la...

Can't call me traitor de wor...

Hahahahaha...

Nice memory...

Sweet...

Then??

Write blog...

Sweet...

Happy...

Happy Weekend...

Enjoy...

But...

Wallet become lighter already...

HAha....

2009/08/15

09:30pm

Happy Weekend

Sincerity Or Present??

2009-08-14T10:10:00.005+08:00

Sincerity or Present???

When a people wanna give you a present,
You want the very expensive one or full with sincerity???
For an example,
Your friends want give you a birthday present,
You want a big bear bear or a small bear key chain???
[Im a superfans of bear,let me use bear for my example...]
The big bear bear is very expensive but almost spend your friend's half of his/her salary,
The key chain not so expensive but he/she do it her/himself...
Would you like to have the first or the second???

I don't know you but i would like to have the second one...
Why???
The sincerity is the meaning of the present...
If he/she buy the very expensive one for you and he/she have to save his/her money by eating bread,
Is it that present meaningful???
Im not looking for your present but your sincerity....
You buy me or not i don't care,
At least you are choosing the most meaninnt for me...
I don't care it is a cheap key chain or whatelse,
But at least it was from you...

Now look like im forcing you to but that present for me...
Is it has any meaning for that present???
It will become pointless...

“千里送鹅毛，物轻情意重”
You send me a goose feather from another country, it is light but full with sincerity, it was the best present...

I just want the sincerity from you...
Get what i mean??
I only want a sweet memory for my form 4 life...
I am not longer in secondary school...
I hope i can get some sweet memory form you...

Friend,
I hope you get what i mean...
YOUR SINCERITY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR PRESENT....

2009/08/14

10:00am

100% In Mathematics

2009-08-13T23:24:00.004+08:00

Yeah Yeah Yeah...
Finally my school monthly test was end...
Thanks god for blessing me...

Today is my last day for my school test...
Wow...happy happy happy^^
No need stress until sleep also not well...
No need stress untill eat also not well...
YEAH!!!!

To day first period is mathematics...
Is modern maths not additional maths...
We did our maths paper 2days ago...
On 2009/08/11...
Mathematic is our 3rd paper...

Actually i can do all the questions very very very well...
Because i have pay my full attention during the class... [I think so]
BUT THE ONLY PROBLEM IS CARELESS!!!!
Even the simple question i also can do it wrong...
5 + 6...
You know what i write??
12!!!
Stupid twelve!!

Before the test,
i sms to my tutor...
Old disease...
The day before test sure become abnormal a bit...
The just simply ask him if my maths get 100% have any present or not...
He said he buy me a star bucks coffee...
I ask for 1 tiramisu from secret receipes...
He say can...
Haha..

Actually i just simply ask...
For fun ma...
Too naughty....
I forced myself open my eyes as big as i can...
So i won't make any careless mistakes...

Laughing while doing the maths paper...
Everyone in my class think that im mad...
Now let me explain to all of you...
Is it i told you im normal???
Had i told you before??
No!!
I never never never never tell you right...
So if you say im a mad i won't mind...
Cause this is true...
Haha....

Alright,back to my story...
Today, our maths teacher give back us our test paper...
When i look at my paper,i just like wanna cry out...
84%!!!
What???
I quickly check my answer...
What the hell...
Only get 1 wrong,
Is it possible 16 marks???
Damn...
What i suppose to do next???
Go and 'argue' with my teacher la!!!
Tiramisu want fly away already...

Don't worry,my tutor...
I didn't use your name...
I am a good girl...
I will follow what you said de...
Don't worry...
Keep calm...
Keep cool....

She mark me wrong in my graph...
I get all correct but i only get 3 marks from there...
Luckily she still willing to give back me my marks...
How about hte others???
What is the questions??
Show you the questions...

Paper 2 question...
A number is selected randomly from a set A ={x:20 smaller and equal to x smaller and equal to 32 }
List down the possible outcomes of the following:

a) The sample space A
b) A number that is divisible by 3
c) A number with the sum of its digit is 4

For a i get it correct but b and c i cant get full marks...
I ask teacher why...
Her schema has 4 answeres for b and 2 answers for c..
I tell her is it only A number???
Mean only one , right??
Don't try to cheat me...
Although my english not very well but the simple grammar a , an , the i still know distinguish them...
After the arguement...
Finally i get back my marks...
100%!!!
1st time get 1oo% in my secondary school's life...
YEAH^^

SOOO HAPPY!!!!
Can see the star bucks coffee and tiramisu flying towards me...
Haha...
My imagination too strong...
Haha...

I sms him after i come back home...
He said give him the receipts after i ate...
I ignore...
That will become pointless if i give him the receipts after i ate...
There have no any meaning for the present...
Am i right???
The sincerity of the people who give the present is more important than the prize of the gift...
Im not looking for your coffee or cake but your sincerity...

Hope you do whatever you had promise to me...
Remember,
I HATE PEOPLE LIE ME!!!!

Happy Thursday...
100% in maths and highest physic marks in my class...
^^ V

2009/08/13

11:30pm

Follow Destiny

2009-08-09T17:58:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is my school monthly test but i'm still online....
Haiz...
I also don't know what i suppose to study...

Learn back again how to calculate 1 + 1??
Learn again how to calculte the gardient???
Learn again how to calculate the resultant force???
Learn again how to calculate the area of sector???

USELESS....
It won't be helpful for my test...
In chinese have a sentences to describe this situation...

“平日不烧香，临时抱佛脚”
Let me use my broken english to translate this sentence....haha...
You didn't pray when nothing happen but when you facing some problem you are now hugging the God's leg....
What it meant???
Didn't do the preparation but when some problem is coming you are now only willing to prepare...
USELESS　WHAT!!!

Do you think the God will bless you???
I don't think It will...

So what i can do now???
“随缘”
Meant follow destiny....
I already done my best preparetion before the exam...
I join tuition almost everyday...
I pay my full attention during the tuition class...
I won't forced myself to study at last minute...
Although i did that two days ago...
But at last only i realised that this method is useless for me...
Useless for the naughty girl...
So,just “ 随缘”...

But still 'MAY THE GOD BLESS ME'...
Hahaha...

2009/08/09
06:30pm

光阴

2009-08-08T13:36:00.003+08:00

有人说人生如戏，
有人说戏如人生，
有人说人生像一场梦，
有人说人生就像一场幻觉，
为何人们这么说呢？
因为他们感觉到人生的不真实......

一眨眼，
一位呱呱坠地的小宝宝已经长大变成了婷婷玉女；
一位牙牙学语的小婴孩已经变成了说话流利的律师；
一位刚上幼儿园的小孩儿已经长大变成了教育下一代的教师；
一位乳臭未干的小伙子已经变成了政坛上的政治人物；
一位分不清楚在天空上飞的是什么的小男孩已经长大变成了帅气的飞机师；
一位连汤匙也无法抓好的小女孩已经长大变成了著名厨师；
一位成天握住那把玩具手枪的小男生已经长大变成了英勇的士兵......

这一切都来得太快，
快得令人无法相信，
从前，现在，未来，
只在一线之差，
来得快，
去得也快......

生命就是如此，
有人享受生活，有人则讨厌生存；
有人笑，有人哭；
有人三餐温饱，有人则冬寒尸骨；
有人无忧无虑，有人己人忧天，
简单来说，有人欢喜有人愁......

从千千万万个精子和一个卵子演变成胎儿，
从胎儿变成了婴孩，
从婴孩变成了宝宝，
从宝宝变成了儿童，
从儿童变成了少年，
从少年变成了成年人，
从成年人变成老婆婆老爷爷，
这些过程，
谈何容易......

我，已经是个16岁的女孩，
有谁又会想过当年嘴里还吮着奶嘴的小宝宝，
现在已经是理科班的高中生？？

时间过得真快，
真的有些感慨......
古人说的话真的非常有意思，
好一句 “一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴”，
老天爷是很公平的，
他给每一个人的时间都是一样的，
每一个人在一天里都有一个昼一个夜，
每个人在一天里都有24个小时，
每个人都有1440分钟，
每个人都有86400秒，
不多，也不少......

“年少不努力，老大徒伤悲”，
别浪费光阴，
好好把握每一分，每一秒，
别让生命里，留下任何遗憾......

祝福你......

雪慧

2009/08/08

02：16pm

早晨风光

2009-08-08T09:31:00.003+08:00

风轻轻地掠过水面，
水也因风的亲吻，
翩翩起舞，
引起了一阵阵的小波浪；

叶子有了雨水的滋润，
绽放出迷人的露珠，
一滴一滴地滴在潮湿的泥土上；

花儿因太阳的升起，
不吝啬地向大伙儿露出了甜美的微笑;

不远处传来清脆的河水流动声，
沙沙声的水声令人心旷神怡；

快乐的鸟儿也异口同声地唱出了美妙的歌曲，
喳喳喳的劝正在沉睡中的宝宝快快起床;

公园里的树木，
也因风的呼唤，
婆沙起舞，

附近的学校传来隐隐约约的读书声;
隔壁家的幼儿园也传来小孩的玩乐欢笑声；

我家的小宝宝也不堪示弱，
有模有样地欢呼起 “加油！加油”；

辛勤的爸爸也从温暖的棉被中爬了起来，
伸了一伸懒腰，
也赶往他的“第二个家”去了；

慈祥的妈妈为孩子们准备营养充足的早餐；
“锵锵”的厨房劳动声从每家每户传出......

多么美好的早晨啊！！！
美好的早晨，我爱你！！！

2009/08/08
09:52am
早晨风光

Second War Begin

2009-08-08T09:16:00.002+08:00

Now is 2009/08/08,9:15am...
现在是早上9点钟

Just wake up from my warm bed...
刚从我温暖的被窝爬起来

And start my war...
和刚刚展开我和舒之间的战争

ROUND 2!!
第二轮的战争

Don't why....
不知道为什么

Just slept about 5 hrs only but feel very energetic...
只睡了5个小时但却觉得精力充沛

Maybe last night drank a cup of white coffee...
应该是昨晚喝了那被白咖啡吧

And,this was the effect of drinking coffee at night...
而，这就是晚上喝咖啡的“结果”

Haha...
哈哈

Alright,
好吧

I have to start my war...
我应该开始我的战争了

May the god bless me...
愿老天爷保佑我

Let me greet my dearest friends with "GOOD MORNING"...
让我用一句话来欢迎我最亲爱的朋友 “早安”

xue hui

雪慧

2009/08/08,09:15am

Studying [Round 2]

第二轮的温习

The War Is Beginning

2009-08-08T02:07:00.004+08:00

Now 2009/08/08, 2:00am...
现在是2009年8月8日,凌晨2时

Im studying...
我正在念书

Having some preparation for my next week school monthly test....
为我下个星期的月考着些准备

Enjoy this silence nice with all the knowledge...
享受着宁静的夜晚

It's the time to having a war with the book...
是时候和书打仗了

See who get the final victory...
瞧瞧谁获得最后的胜利

Haha....
哈哈

May the god bless me....
愿老天爷保佑我

Good night and wish you have a sweet dream...
晚安和祝你有个美梦

Xue Hui

2009/08/08 ,2 o'clock in the morning....

祝福

2009-08-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

下雨的时候，
请把双手合起来盛雨点，
你所盛到的雨的容量，
是你给我的祝福；
而你所盛不到的雨滴，
全是我给你的祝福...

雨过总会变晴，
无论再大的狂风暴雨，
彩虹都会勇夺而出...
没有悲伤，
哪能体会到快乐的滋味呢？

乐观地对待一切...
别吝啬，
把嘴角往上扬，
你会发现世上还有许多美好的人，事，物...

就像我这调皮的家伙一样...
但愿你永远快乐！！！

2009/08/08
12：00am

If

2009-08-07T23:26:00.006+08:00

If you can keep your head when all about you

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tried by waiting,
Or being lied about,don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good,not talk too wise;

If you can dream -and not make dreams your master;
If you can think -and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to,broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all you winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose,and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and never and sinew
To serve your turn long after they gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them :"Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings -nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friend can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the earth and everything that's in it,
And -which is more-you'll be a man!!!

2009/08/07
11:44pm

CONFIDENCE , TRUST , HOPE

2009-08-07T23:09:00.005+08:00

Actually i don't want post this into my blog...
But this was too wonderful...

CONFIDENCE , TRUST , HOPE

2009/08/07
11:00PM

彩虹的秘密

2009-08-07T22:26:00.004+08:00

从玫瑰中偷取一点红；
从橘子中偷取一点橙；
从花蕊中偷取一点黄；
从叶子中偷取一点绿；
从海洋中偷取一点蓝；
从天空中偷取一点靛；
从葡萄中偷取一点紫，

把他们聚集在一起，
形成全世界最漂亮的彩虹，
送给你，

“红”--勇敢
“橙”--青春
“黄”--高贵
“绿”--自然
“蓝”--深奥
“靛”--特别
“紫”--神秘

这道全世界独一无二的彩虹，
送给远方正在观看我的部落格的你，
它将会带给你无限的好运，
可是有一个条件，
就是无时无刻守候我的部落格，

如果你答应的话，
此彩虹的秘密将会立刻生效！

祝你好运连连！

2009/08/07
10：30pm

MY HEART WAS DEAD...

2009-08-02T20:29:00.003+08:00

我的心已死,

充满痛苦的生活,

足以让我泪流满脸,

请不要这么残忍 ,

回头看看心碎的我 ,

回头看看已经受伤的我,

别让我带着遗憾离开,

我不想忘记你....

让我拥有美好的回忆

好吗???

KISSGOODBYE....

2009/08/02

08:15pm

MY SPIRIT COLLAPSE AGAIN....

2009-08-02T19:37:00.005+08:00

The string of the kite already break off...

The sad feeling come back again...

After 3 months,that feeling come back again...

This kind of feeling bring me some unhappy memories...

Bring back me my form 3 life's memories...

Bring me back to the alone life...

Bring me back to the self-abase life....

Bring me back to the life that full with tears...

Bring me back to the life that without smile...

Bring me back to the life that without happy...

Bring back me some very very very unhappy memories...

I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!!!

Sorry...

Don't why...

Start crying....

I tried my best to leave this kind of life...

I tried my best to forget this kind of life...

I tried my best to change my life...

I tried my best to searching some happy memories for my life...

I tried my best to throw all the unhappy life...

I tired my best to cover my sadness with my smile....

I tried my best to enter another life...

But why after 3 months,

This kind of unhappy feeling still want follow me???

I hate people don't reply my message...

I hate people don't care me...

I hate people leave me without any word...

I hate people perfunctory...

I hate people play fool with me...

I hate people lie me...

Why i hate???

Because i SCARE....

I get hurt before...

I tried that kind of sad feel...

I tried...I cry...

I scare people will leave me away...

I scare people avoid me...

I scare people forget me...

I scare people hate me...

I scare....Very scare.....

Friend,

Sorry if i disturb you...

Sorry if you feel im vexed...

Sorry if i bothering your life...

SORRY....SORRY....

I scare you will avoid me...

I scare you will dislike me...

I scare you will feel im too vexed...

I scare you will forget me....

I scare i will lost a friend...

I know you are busy...

I know you still have to finish your job...

I know you still have many works...

I know you still have to enjoy you family day...

I know you still have to enjoy your life...

But i just hope that you won't avoid me...

I just hope you can reply me message...Even 1 also enough...

I just hope you can tell me you ae busying...

I won't disturb you again...

But why even a message you also not willing send me???

I'm not looking for your sympathize...

I'm not looking for your special treat..

I'm not looking for your money...

Im just looking for my replied message from you...

I lost my friends before...

Im not disturb you intentionally...

Because i already forget they way to treat my friends....

I already don't how to get a friend....

I hope you will understand me....

I always send you the wishing message because i really hope you can get the best...

I always pray the best for you because i hope the angels will bless you...

I really don't know what i can do...

I really feel very upset...

THE HEART WITHOUT A HOME....

KEEP DROPPING TEARS....

2009/08/02

08:00pm

Thanks

2009-08-02T15:31:00.004+08:00

When the sun still rising,

When the rain still pouring,

When the rainbow still arising,

When the star still shinning,

When the river still flowing,

When the flower still smiling,

When the grass still dancing,

When the cloud still moving,

When the tree still swinging,

When the bird still singing,

When the fish still swimming,

The thankful heart will still living...

I won't forget your kindness,

Unless

The turtle can run,

The sun shine at night,

The fish live without water,

The bicycle faster than ferarri,

The river flow back to waterfall,

The earth stop moving for 1 minute,

The Malaysia stop raining for 1 year,

The Italian stop eating pizza for 3 months,

The American stop eating burger for 2 weeks,

Otherwise,

The grateful from me to you will surely never die..

Thanks

2009/08/02

03:45pm

A Sad Thursday

2009-08-01T12:01:00.004+08:00

Today is the special day for me....

Because today is the last day of me tuition at XXX coaching centre....
Quite happy because can take a rest before tution at PTM....
No need sleep in class any more....
But i scare i will late because very difficult to wake up from the warm bed and the sweet dream....
Last two weeks,my tutor get angry because many students come late...
The class start on 6:50 but they 'play' until 7:05 only enter the classroom....
Maybe that chapter is too important...
++Many students late and my tutor gets 'burn'...
He start nagging...
1st time see him scold students in class..
Maybe he don't know that his face turns to become a tomato when he scolding students...haha....

The last day tuition in XXX coaching centre,have a little bit excited....
My classmate,KC also the student of XXX coaching centre and PTM...
He also change to other class after today...
Same as me....
We play until mad...
Laugh...Chat....
Until the teacher also don't want take a look to us...

No wonder...
Because he only care the malay and indian students...
In his eyes,chinese students just like the flower vase---to raise up the students quantity...
Even we ask him some questions,he just like forced to face us and answer our questions....
DAMN!!!!
He thought he is the best tuition teacher...
Sorry lo...
You still have to improve and wait lo....
You are still queue after PTM's teachers lo...
Want me tuition at there until form 5??
Sorry lo...
I CAN'T DO IT LO....

Alright,stop talking about him...
SPOIL MY MOOD!!!!
Today is the 2nd test for mathematics...
It look exactly same as the school test....
The questions paper look definitely same as the PMR questions paper but it was in cuties version---tiny a bit...
We have to blacken the answer paper...
You know???Just like the paper that you get in PMR or SPM exam...Blacken the answer with 2B pencil...
Wow...What a serious scene...Haha

Actually we have to answer 40 questions in 1 hour 10 minutes...
But 4 of the them are not in our form 4 syllabus...Hence we have to answer 36 questions only...
Sound better right???36 questions only...
But i tell you...
There are no any differences between 40 questions and 36 questions...
Also not enough time...
You have to find A 1st...After you find A only can get B...After get B only can know the answer...
TOO TROUBLE LA...

Actually i can finish all the question in time...
But the indian student who at beside me didn't bring her calculator,eraser,ruler....
So I 'have to borrow her'..im forced...she straight away take mine on my table..What to do???
Whateverla....
After she used, she don't give back me....
So i "have to borrow my friend's"...
DAMN!!!!
Make me lost 10 minutes!!!
I WILL REMEMBER YOU FOREVER!!!!

Very sad because i only answer 30 questions....
How about the other??? Tembak la...
The only way i can do is TEMBAK!!
Not only me,but the whole class students also use the last skill---TEMBAK...just close the eyes and blaken the answer randomly...
SIGH....

After go back home...
The sad feeling still follow me...
"It" keep walking behind me...
VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The nescafe and the test make me can't drop asleep...
The tears like wanna drop but luckily i still can 'lock' them in my eyes...
SO SAD....
I CAN'T FINISH ALL THE QUESTIONS....
I CAN'T DO THE QUESTION....
I FAILED TO DO IT...

As i know...i did many cereless mistake..
What a easy question i also can't do...
S**T

So sorry to my tutor...
Even he told me the day of test give me some days to prepare but i still can't do the questions well...
Haiz....Sorry....

2009/08/01
02:55pm

A Rich Friend

2009-07-26T21:10:00.005+08:00

My dearest ladies and gentlemen....
Do you have a friend that was born in a rich family???
I thought majority of you have...
Do you agree with me???

Now,friends....
How do you think about the rich??
Do you like to be the rich's friends????
If you have the rich friends,lets post me a comment or drop a message in my chatbox and tell me about the rich....

I have a friend...
Allow me use XXX to replace the rich's name...
I don't hope that anyone know XXX's name,XXX's age and even XXX's gender....
Forgive me,friends....
If let XXX see my blog and know that im talking about XXX...
I can guarranty,EVERYTHING WILL GONE!!!!

XXX was born in a quite rich family...
Maybe XXX got the wrong educate from XXX's dad,XXX become very conceit....
I know XXX since 2007...
XXX always show us that how XXX's rich....
Ya,exactly....
XXX live in a big house but smaller than mine...
XXX's dad drive a Toyata but cheaper than my dad's....
XXX just like want to show off all XXX's things....

It still ok because i think XXX get the wrong educate from XXX's family...
It was not XXX's wrong but XXX's family...

XXX can say clever because XXX gets a flying colour result in XXX's PMR test....
Again,XXX always show us how XXX clever...
And sometimes,XXX will tell us that something very unpleasant...
XXX will 'throw you some torn'...
If you get a bad result,XXX will not comfort you but keep scolding you...
Just like pour some petrol into the burning fire....

XXX like to depreciate us...
When we go shopping together,XXX like to criticize what the shop sell....
Especially whe we go night market together,XXX will criticite everything in the night market,especially clothes....
XXX wore the famous brand...
XXX's bag,clothes,shoes....All are famous brand....
Surely,XXX will criticize the night market's things....

XXX looks quite ok...
Not too extraordinary but not too ugly...
XXX look like very gentle...
But i don't know whether XXX is acting or it was real....

Friends,
DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER!!!!
DON'T BELIEF WHAT YOU SAW!!!!
DON'T BELIEF WHAT YOU HEARD!!!!
Sometimes,what you had see or what you had heard is not the fact...
Use your brain and heart....
See anything with your heart....
Use your brain and think again....

Remember what i had tell...
It was the fact and im not kidding...
If not,you will get lied....

Friends,forgive me if you feel dizzy when you saw too many XXX....
I have to do that because i don't want to hurt anyone...
Include XXX and me....
Sorry,friends....

2009/07/26
09:45pm

Family Day

2009-07-26T20:10:00.007+08:00

Today is the best day in my whole week...

Because today is lovely sunday...

Many people love Sunday very much because Sunday is the only day that we can forget our job and have fun....

Sunday,is the only day that our family members can gather...

So,we enjoy every Sunday by shopping at shopping centre....

Yesterday,i slept together with my sister,stephy in her room...

We chat anything that was happened in our life....

Either the sweet memories or the sadness future...

We chat anything that we hope can share with others...

We laugh,

We sad,

We enjoy the silence midnight...

We chat until 3am in the morning,only willing take a rest and go into the sweet dream....

When it was around 10am,my dad knock the door and call us wake up...

After brush my teeth and changed the clean clothe,we begin our lovely family day....

First,we take our lovely 'bak kut teh'...

That 'bak kut teh' is very special because it don't have that kind of chinese medicine's taste....

Its taste nice...

We had ate this 'bak kut teh' since 2004....

We are the super fans of that tasteful 'bak kut teh'...

Yummy Yummy....

After take our breakfast,we go shopping at Maluri Jusco...

There have a little playground...

I don't think that it is playground but it look like playground...

Because you only can see the children playing along with their parents....

It needs to exchanged token...

RM 1 = 1 token

It sound better because the ratio of the real money to the token is 1:1...

But after you play for a long time,the used money is quite huge....

It is not only RM 1 or 2 but RM 20 or above....

My dad tried before...

He tried to get the doll from a machine...

He tried and tried and tried...

At last,he didn't get anything but he used about RM 60++...

Don't how to explain my dad....

Too cute or too squander....

Haha...

We go there just because my little baby sister want play that marry-go-round....

What can do???

She just like the queen in our family...

No one dare to reject her...

If not,she will use her unique skill--Cry...

Baby what...

If can't get what she hope and looking for,she will only CRY....

After play that marry-go-round,we try our lovely 'SHOPPING TRIP'...

I bought a toothbrush holder...

You will not know how it look like if i didn't show you....

See??

Damn cute....

Im a super fans of teddy bear....

My sis also bought one...

It's look like a pig and it was pink in colour...

Otherwise,everything was same...

After finished our 'shopping trip',we went back home and finish our job...

2009/07/26

08:30pm

Smile Always

2009-07-25T01:38:00.005+08:00

o,,,o Life can give hundred reasons to cry...
(^-^)
(0)(0)
But you can give life thousand reasons to smile...

'' '' ''()
( 'o', ) Remember smile always....
(,,)=(,,)

.--.****.--.
' (^o^) ' Don't forget that i will pray the bless for you....
' >")("< '
(,,)(,,) . Now,Future,Always,Forever.....
" "

Photo Brings Back The Sweet Memories

2009-07-24T22:59:00.022+08:00

Many people like to take photo....

Like me....

Because we hope that we can get back some sweet memories after some years....

Now,let me show you my photo when im still a baby or little kid...

1994...

1994

Still 1994...

1994...Four of us....

1995...

1996

1997 ...Listening to the music..

1997 ...Listening to the music

Still 1997...Listening to the music

1998...Princess look...

Blue Sky And Sea....

You And Me...

The love from me to you will surely never end...

I LOVE YOU,MY DAD...

With dad again...Don't know at Genting or Sunway....

1999...I am the one of the top 3 in class..After 10 years,2009,i still maintain the result....Top 3 in class.... ><

Friends,

How about my photo when im still 'young'???

Photo Bring Sweet Memories and Sweet Memories Brings Us To The Nice Future...

2009/07/24

11:15pm

Tuition Class

2009-07-24T20:57:00.005+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen....
Welcome To My Blog...

Now,let me tell you what happened today....
As i told....
A most busy day in a week is Thursday....
If you are my follower,or you read my blog before,you will know why and what will happen in my busy Thursday....

In school,as normal life...
Study,study and study....
Normal what....
I think anyone in school will do the same thing....
Don't you???

But today special a little bit....
Because i slept in class...><
Who called me too naughty....
Play until midnight still not willing go to bed...
Then???That was the effect....
Haha...

After take bath and lunch,go tuition....
This was my second last week tution at that tuition centre....
That teacher is good in science especially in physics,chemistry and biologi....
He was my sister's teacher 2years ago...
And he was the one who is very good or even the top science teacher in our tuition centre....
I meant last time lah....
But how about current???
Ya,he is still teaching....
But he didn't do his duty as well as last time...
Furthermore,the fees for one month more expensive than my current tuition centre....
He will leave his duty post and start do other things....
If he take a rest or do his question is ok...
I still can accepted that....
But you know what he did????
HE PLAY BALL IN THE CLASSROOM!!!!!
What the stupid action....
Waste Time....Waste Money....
Im not as rich as him...
I won't waste my dad money by pay his salary.....
Throw into sea better than give him....
Still my current tuition centre better....
PTM IS THE BEST!!!!!
Now and forever....
Do you agree with me???

Maybe some of you don't know what is PTM...
But the information that i knew and can share with all of you about PTM is PTM IS THE BEST TUITION CENTRE IN THE TOWN!!!!
The teachers done their job as well as they can....
They tried their best to coaching all the students....
Hm...m....
They are the best....

Now,please give me a chane to thanks all of the teachers in PTM who help me a lot....
Either in academic or in life....
They really help me a lot...
Especially the one who never avoid me when i ask some weird question....
But that people still willingf answer my stupid question....
I can't write that people's name here,if not,i scared that people will start avoid...
But i think that people will know who that i talking about....
Am i right???^^

Anyway...
Thanks,little boy....^^

[Thank you very much]....
That people keep talking me this line....
But this line suppose from me to that people...
You really help me a lot....
You helped to increase my english level[although i know that not very good><]....
You helped me how to solve my problem in school....
You helped me to solve my sentiment's problem....
You make me laugh...
You make me smile....
Really....THANKS!!!

Remember,little boy....
Xue Hui will always pray the best for you....
No need sat thank you...
Just remember i'm Xue Hui...

Start August,i have to join 3 tuition classes in a day....
Thursday...
From 6:50pm til 10:20pm....
May the god bless me....
Hope i won't fall in a faint....
Haha....

May the god bless me....
And you too....

2009/07/24
09:21pm

Weekend

2009-07-18T17:31:00.010+08:00

Saturday...

2009/07/18
Weekend...

I suppose feel happy because to day is weekend...

Why I say like this???

Because i hate school....

I hate my school....

I hate that kind of feeling when study in school...

I hate that stupid look of school...

I hate that smell of school....

THUS,I HATE EVERYTHING IN SCHOOL!!!!

Maybe some of you agree with me...

Especially for the people who don't like study...

Maybe some of you disagree...

Because you think that school was more funny than stay at home...

But sometimes,i even hate stay at home....

Especially weekend....

Why???

Because nothing can do....

Except online still online...

What i suppose to do after finish homework???

What i suppose to do after updated my blog???

What i suppose to do after replied all the comment in my friendster account???

What i suppose to do after updated my facebook???

What i suppose to do after finished all the game in facebook???

What i suppose to do after finished listen all the song???

Sleep again???

Nope...Enough 8 hours already...

Eat???

Nope...Not hungry...

Watch Tv???

Nope...Sister sleeping in her cradle which placed in living room...

Read books???

Nope...Read everyday still need read again in weekend???

Cycle???

Nope...too hot and the sun still brightly...

Play badminton???

Nope...No people play with me...

Cook???

Nope....Who want eat my masterpiece....

Go Out???

Nope...Mum not allowed...

What is the conclusion???

BORED LA!!!!!

So,sometime will sms to anyone...

See who so unlucky....Haha...

Sometime will write some article...

If have inspiration....

Or take photo...

If have mood....

Can see the Winnie The Pooh at the back there??

That is my little sister's birthday present...

Girl what...Sure want become prettier prettier and prettier...

That one is pore cleansing strip....

Capture when online....

Haiz...
Damn bored....
Don't know what can do....
And need to think a perfect ending for my blog...
Hm...m...
let me think 1st...
Haiz...
Use last time de ending la...
Wish you have a nice day...
Good Luck^^

2009/07/18
6:00pm

Life

2009-07-18T17:00:00.004+08:00

Circle means forever...

No beginning and no end...

Lets our friendship be,

Not just an endless line but a circle that goes ON and ON for LIFETIME....

2009/07/18
5:00pm

爱的定义

2009-07-18T15:00:00.008+08:00

2009年7月18日星期六

某年某月某一天,某人问了我这么一道问题...'爱的定义是什么'?
拜托...完全没有恋爱经验的我那会回答啊!!!
我想了一想,就写下了这么一段话...

爱是真心诚意地对待,
无怨无恢地付出,
愿意陪他笑,
愿意陪他哭,

开心,第一时间就会想和他分享;
悲伤,第一时间就会想向他哭诉...

无论你快乐或者痛苦,
在你脑海里出现的人,就会是他...
在你最愉快,最悲哀的那一刻,
第一个想到的,就会是他...

你爱他,所以你愿意为了他而流泪...
你爱他,所以你愿意为了他而微笑...

他在你心目中,占据了不可缺少的地位...
占据了别人永远无法取代的地位...
就好像太阳在宇宙的位置,
没有任何东西比它还重要...

你就像那微不足道的小星星...
拥有了太阳后,
在晚上才能发出耀眼的光芒...

当你失去他后,
就像天和海一样,
连成一线,
但却永远无法拥抱在一起...

爱,就是无时无刻都会想起他...
任何时候,
任何地方,
任何情况,
都想投进他的怀抱中...

爱有很多形式...
无论是感情,
友情,
或者是亲情,
[爱]都占据了无法或缺的地位...

有爱,世界更加美丽...

其实简单来说,
[爱]就是人与人之间的感觉...

我爱你,你爱他,他爱我...
爱就是要让他得到无尽的快乐...

爱,不一定要拥有,
让他自由地飞翔,
也是属于爱的一种...

拥有了爱,
观看世界每一个角落,都是美丽的...

不要吝啬,
将你的爱散播出去,
让他人也能感受到这无线美好的[爱]....

Friends....

2009-07-17T12:43:00.006+08:00

Just read this and understand this....

They love you but they are not your lover...
They care you but they are not your family...
They are ready to share your pain but they are not your blood relation...
They are....

FRIENDS!!!!

True friend scolds like a Dad...
Cares like Mum...
Teases like a Sister..
Irritates like a Brother...
And finnaly loves you more than a lover...
Friends,Take Care...

2009/07/17
12:45pm

A Tired Thursday

2009-07-17T11:51:00.010+08:00

Thursday...
Every Thursday is the most tired day in a week....
Stay at school from 7:25am till 1:40pm...
Finished school then go back home...
After take lunch and bath,go tuition class...
Start from 3:30pm til 5:30pm...
After that go back home and take dinner...
After dinner,when it was around 6:30pm,then go tuition class again...

The class start on 6:50pm...
I have to go earlier because if i late,no more seat and i have to sit at the back or 1st row...
Very hard to concentrate if i sit at the back or 1st row...
Imagine that,a girl with only 150++cm tall...
Sit at the last row and all the boy block her vision...
Do you think she can pay her full attention and enjoy the class lesson???
I don't think she can....

Or,sit at the 1st row...
Again,give some imagination...
A girl just look like a little kid and sit at the 1st row...
She can't see the whiteboard because it was tall ...

The horizontal line's distance between the 1st row and the whitebord is about 5ocm..
And the whiteboard place about 1 meter from the ground...
So,she have to elevate about 64 degree...
Haha...Mathematics' lesson...Chapter 10,Angles of Elevation and Depression...
Hm..m....AM I CORRECT???

When the time getting longer,she will feel pain...
The backbone,the neck,and the shoulder...
Again,do you think she will enjoy the class lesson with ache???

Therefore,i have to go there earlier....
Otherwise,i will feel ache or blocked by the boys...

2009/07/16
A tired Thursday...
Sick already...
Stomachache...
Maybe ate the steamboat and the stupid crab....
I didn't listen what the teacher talking about beacuse really felt unwell...
Luckily,i still can do all the question...
If not,sure get kill...
No one realised that i was sicked...
No one know that i sicked...
Even i cough but still no one realised...

I slept in class because very tired and unwell....
Although i drank a cup of nescafe but still felt very sleepy...
Hm...m....the nescafe look like cant't function very well....haha..
I felt like wanna vomit and dizzy...
Luckily,i didn't fall down in class...
If not,really disgrace...

After finished all the classes,i go back home and take some medicine and a cup of wheat flakes before go to bed...
Finally,a tired Thursday had finished....

2009/07/17
12:00pm

Self-Abased

2009-07-15T19:05:00.004+08:00

Today is Wednesday...
Another stressful day...

Someone told me that any one have stress...
And he say we will not success if we don't have stress...

I didn't argue back because i agree with him....

Exactly...Anyyone will have stress except a little baby,like my sister...
But have you try before??
You stress until you can't eat well...
You stress until you can't sleep well...
You stress until your backbone start bend down...
You stress until your eyes can't open up...
You stress until you are not willing to give a smile...
You stress until you are not willing to open your mouth and talk...
You stress until you very difficult to cool down...
If you never try before,mean you are very well-being...

I tried all of them before and last until now...
Maybe some of you never realised that but it was true and fact...
When the time getting longer longer and longer,i scared to talk to some one...
I will feel scare if i speak to someone face to face...
I scared to see someone's eyes...
When someone talk to me,i only will answer [YUP],[YA],[YES],[NO]....
Or even don't say anything after people asked...
My brain will be blank when i met someone face to face...In sms,email,i can chat and talk anything...
But if you want me open mouth to speak and talk,I will become another person...Another person that absolutely is not me...
With time,i tend to become like self-abased...
Just like to be absent minded...
Even i suffer,i would suffer myself instead of telling anyone else...
No matter they are my classmates,my teachers,or even my family,i always feel like there's a gap between us...

I cry for help before but that people told me need 3 years to overcome...
Maybe...Maybe after 3 years i will get well or maybe become more serious...

Hope i can get well soon...
Good Luck to me...and you too....
Good Luck...

2009/07/15
7:30pm

Stressful Life Begin

2009-07-14T23:22:00.009+08:00

Stressful Life Begin Again!!!
Just finished midterm exam then test coming soon...
Stress....Stress...Stress....
I think my panda eys will 'appear' again....
If i can't score this exam sure will get killed....

Sir,don't angry if i can't get A...

Friends,you know???When you joined the top 3 classes' friends...You will really feel stress...
Just like carring a big stone...When the time getting longer longer and longer,the stone will become heavier,heavier and heavier...I'm not kidding!!I'm a good example for all of you who don't belief me....

My gang,all came from 1st class...All speak in english...All of them score at least 6A's in their midterm exam...But who am I??Just a child who without any knowledge...

Even recess time or after school,they are still dicussing about their work...I just look like a stupid who keep walking besides them...I don't know what they talking about...What can I do???I just can keep quite and keep walking behind them....

Sometimes,the tears like really out of control....But i can't cry out...I have to smile when facing them...They don't know what am i hoping and looking for....

Stress..Stress..Stress....
SAD...

Sure you all will say:'Why don't tell them??'
Useless...
Who will care about other's feeling??Especially mine...

It doesn't matter???Who's wrong or right???

Am i a toy???
NO!!!IM NOT....
So please don't play fool with me!!!

Who care??Who care about that???
You??Will you???

Friends,I didn't argue with you because im really moody...
Maybe you saw me and Im smiling or laughing but you will never know what am I thinking in my deep heart...

The last card which inside my heart will never let you all know...Even my family also don't know about that...No one know about that because No one care it...

Friends...
My english not very well so maybe have a lot of grammar mistakes...
Just open one eye and close the other la...[Try to translate this sentence in chinese then you understand what i mean....]

Wish you have a nice day...
Good Night.....

2009/07/14 11:23pm

My Little Baby Sister

2009-07-14T23:02:00.012+08:00

Now,let me show you my little baby sister's photo....

Keep Cool And Calm Dowm...

She Is Very Very Very Very Cute...

She Just Born....

Yummy Yummy...

Cool???I think she was only 4 months....

Playing With Duck Duck.

Wearing Spec...

Both Of Us....

Exactly???

her name call nee nee...

2 years old only...

cute ma??

Maths Question

2009-07-12T18:58:00.006+08:00

See your MATHS level is.....

Try to solve this....

R+CAT+SHOE-RAT+SUN-CHOSE+MOON+I-NOON+GOAL+T-GOAT-U+E = [A WORD]

Who know the answer try to post comment to me and tell it....^^

Friends,try to do it everyday.....

Friends Forever....

2009-07-12T18:19:00.003+08:00

Silence doesn't mean i had gone..

Quiet doesn't mean i don;t care..

Because deep in my heart thats where you are....

I'm always here wishing the best for you.....

Katie Xue Hui's Form 4 Life

2009-05-09T15:57:00.005+08:00

Finally,Finally And Finally,midterm exam had finished....

Til now,only have some time to update my blog....although i know that no followers ><

Damn tired and stress...

You know?when you have a little baby sister hoping you can be her good example in life and a clever sister can even score As' in her form 4 midterm exam but you can't,the feeling is very sad and stress...

You sad but you cant cry out and you have to smile when facing to everyone,especially your family members...

You feel happy but you cant laugh because other people will scold you because they think that you didn't pay attention to the test,especially teachers...

You feel stress but you have to last longer because you can't lose...

I cry while the exam is still running...
when doing the question paper,the tears like out of control and finally,it drops...

I still remember that day....
When addmath exam is running...
In my class,im the one who can answer the question and get it correct....but when exam????what is going on???
i can't do that question!!!!
I fail to finish all the question!!!!!

2009/05/22,Friday,school midterm exam still running...
I won't forget that day in my life....
MY SPIRIT COLLAPSE SERIOUSLY...
i cried and the tears keep dropping about half and hours....
i sms to my friends....
luckily they were there beside me....
if not,im now a student who having mental problems....

THANK YOU,FRIENDS....

At last,i get 3rd in my class....
luckily still can maintain in top 3...
luckily my modern maths get A1...
if not sure become 'sun shan'...

Friends,i will not always update my blog because my computer not allowed...haha,because too lag....

Now im getting closer and closer with my new laptop...haha...my dad promised to buy a new laptop for me....but don;t know only he willing buy for me...[Although he had promised... =_=]

Alright,ladies and gentlemen....
Thats all for my new article....
If write too long then you all will feel sleepy...haha

And i have to take a rest because SOMEONE sms me EARLY IN THE MORNING....
HATE IT!!!!!
Weekend also cant sleep well...haiz......

Guys,Good Luck And Enjoy You Life!!! ^^