The string of the kite already break off...
The sad feeling come back again...
After 3 months,that feeling come back again...
This kind of feeling bring me some unhappy memories...
Bring back me my form 3 life's memories...
Bring me back to the alone life...
Bring me back to the self-abase life....
Bring me back to the life that full with tears...
Bring me back to the life that without smile...
Bring me back to the life that without happy...
Bring back me some very very very unhappy memories...
I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!!!
Sorry...
Don't why...
Start crying....
I tried my best to leave this kind of life...
I tried my best to forget this kind of life...
I tried my best to change my life...
I tried my best to searching some happy memories for my life...
I tried my best to throw all the unhappy life...
I tired my best to cover my sadness with my smile....
I tried my best to enter another life...
But why after 3 months,
This kind of unhappy feeling still want follow me???
I hate people don't reply my message...
I hate people don't care me...
I hate people leave me without any word...
I hate people perfunctory...
I hate people play fool with me...
I hate people lie me...
Why i hate???
Because i SCARE....
I get hurt before...
I tried that kind of sad feel...
I tried...I cry...
I scare people will leave me away...
I scare people avoid me...
I scare people forget me...
I scare people hate me...
I scare....Very scare.....
Friend,
Sorry if i disturb you...
Sorry if you feel im vexed...
Sorry if i bothering your life...
SORRY....SORRY....
I scare you will avoid me...
I scare you will dislike me...
I scare you will feel im too vexed...
I scare you will forget me....
I scare i will lost a friend...
I know you are busy...
I know you still have to finish your job...
I know you still have many works...
I know you still have to enjoy you family day...
I know you still have to enjoy your life...
But i just hope that you won't avoid me...
I just hope you can reply me message...Even 1 also enough...
I just hope you can tell me you ae busying...
I won't disturb you again...
But why even a message you also not willing send me???
I'm not looking for your sympathize...
I'm not looking for your special treat..
I'm not looking for your money...
Im just looking for my replied message from you...
I lost my friends before...
Im not disturb you intentionally...
Because i already forget they way to treat my friends....
I already don't how to get a friend....
I hope you will understand me....
I always send you the wishing message because i really hope you can get the best...
I always pray the best for you because i hope the angels will bless you...
I really don't know what i can do...
I really feel very upset...
THE HEART WITHOUT A HOME....
KEEP DROPPING TEARS....
2009/08/02
08:00pm
标签: Katie Xue Hui's Form 4 Life
8/02/2009 07:37:00 下午