星期六, 八月 29, 2009
SHIT!!!SHIT!!!!SHIT!!!!SHIT!!!!What the hell!!!!My fault again???Me???Do You All Too Partial????Do You All Too Over???No wonder....Who call im elder....But....Do i tell you i hope i can have a sister???Do i tell you i like to become elder sister???NO!!!!
Since that day,NEVER AND EVER!!!!!Everything also my fault....Everything also did wrong....In your eyes im only a vase....A USELESS VASE.....Even a vase also can used to put some flowers...But....Im just a RUBBISH....USELESS AT ALL!!!!Even my mathematics get 100%...What you told???Were You Fraud???Hey...Im your daughter...Why you Don't Believe Me???I get 5A and 5 highest in my class....You NEVER praise me....You never take a look of me....You never care of me....You....NEVER AND EVER!!!!!!!Im very sad....Even my friends also happy after they know i get good result...Even my tutor also buy me something as present....I didn't ask for anything from you...Im just looking for your care....Why???Why you so cruel???You only will say i know play , eat , sleep only....But....Do you know how many days i didn't sleep???Do you know how many tears i had drop???You know???YOU DON'T KNOW!!!!You know???Do you???If now i ask you what is my class name,i think you cannot answer....If i ask you my rank in my class,I think you cannot answer....If i ask you how many subject i took in exam,I think you cannot answer....If i ask you why you cannot answer,I think you will say because i didn't tell you....Not me don't want tell you,But,Are you willing to listen???No....You not....I tell you i feel very stress,You say kids don't have any stress....I tell you i felt very sad,You say i think too many...I tell you im sick,You say that was the effect of playing computer at midnight....IM STUDYING!!!!NOT PLAYING!!!!I tell you i felt headache or dizzy,You say that was the effect of stay up night....You Don't Know Everything About Me!!!!You Don't!!!!I stay at my study room,You say im playing computer....I say i want go popular buy books,You say ium wasting your money.....I say i really stress,You say im nut....No Wonder....No Wonder that i will become an abnormal people now....I am faing many many many problems....My family , My friends , In School , In Tuition Class , In My Home......My Dad , My Mom , My Sister....Teacher.....Friends....Very Tired....These are the reasons that i will become a nut...YOU!!!!
ARE THE MAIN REASON!!!!!You never take a look to me....You never know what am i looking for!!!!NEVER!!!!
You don't know that my spirit already collapsed....You don't know that i used my tears to wash my face....You don't know!!!!You don't know!!!!I hate!!!I HATE YOU!!!!I HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sometime i really hope can carry a bag and go anywhere....You don't konw....You don't know that i need a psychologist....You Know All Of That???You Will Never Know....Why???Because You Don't Care!!!!I won't complain you because of your ignore...What you want to do just do it....BUT DON'T IMPLICATE ME INTO YOUR PROBLEM!!!!You angry....Just do whatever you want....BUT DON'T SCOLD ME WITHOUT ANY REASON!!!!!You stress....Just find your way to let offf....BUT DON'T SCOLD ME WITHOUT ANY REASON!!!!Im a human....I also have my temper....My patience limit is limited....I don't say anything bacause i don't hope to hurt anyone....But not mean that i agree with you....You are elder , but you won't do anything correctly....Even god also did wrong....So , DON'T SCOLD ME WITHOUT ANY REASON!!!!!I HATE!!!!!HATE!!!!!!!!!!!YOU WILL NEVER AND EVER KNOW WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR AND THINKING.....WHY????BECAUSE YOU DON'T CARE!!!!!2009/08/30
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标签： Katie Xue Hui's Form 4 Life
8/29/2009 11:59:00 下午
